Addison:Yeah, sorry for the room situation. However, can you book rooms with the square table kind of formation?
Me:Yeah I can, I mean that's what the conference set up is suppose to look like, however, they just didn't release to me the room with the whole confusion.
Addison:Yeah because that last set up wasn't right.
Me:(Starts laughing uncontrollably while pointing to Robert J.) He, (chokes on laughing) and Austin (again tears start forming and more laughter) were in room C trying to rearrange the tables (suffocates at this point)
Jai:Jeanie isn't here.
Me:(In tears of both sadness and laughter) they were fixing the rooms when I ran in I told them our room was ready, and they had already moved everything. (dies from laughter.)
Jai:Jeanie isn't here, aren't you gonna stop laughing and start crying?
Hi. You probably already know this but this is Huy (your cousin). I haven't seen you since mother's day? Idk but it's been a while. Hope you're doing well! esp with going back to school and all. I read you auditioned for american idol! You're so pro. Well anyways I was working on chem today, (I'm heading into AP chem this year) and i remember all the great help you gave me, so I just wanted to stop by and say Hi. wel...Hi!
OH MAH GAWD, you has a tumblr.
But yes…I didn’t even come home for Mother’s day because I had mid terms around that time? It’s saddening that I haven’t seen the family in general in almost…forever it seems like. Thanks for keeping up, now that I know what your tumblr is, I’ll hope to read all the wonderful stuff you’re up to and I’ll watch (well read virtually) how you’re developing in life in general
Come home already! I don’t do anything when you’re not here. :(
Dear Jennifer Naomi,
Ever since I’ve left your comfortable house, I actually clean things…it’s ridiculous. I’m sorry that I can’t save your from mundane and difficult tasks such as inhaling and exhaling and challenge you to look like a human. I read these posts about your job being awesome. I’m so happy, and I love you, you adult you!
I CLEAN ALL THE THINGS. I EMAIL. GROCERY SHOPPING.
That’s me without you. I hope to see you soon, and in the meanwhile to atone for the distance that I have caused, I will write daily to keep you updated in my very boring college life here….4 hours away from you,
I’m slowly adjusting myself back to a lifestyle that I had ignored for about 3 months. I am running errands more than I did at home (because at home, my mother worked herself like a secretary, scheduling me for appointments, meetings EVERYTHING, she even scheduled in time for me to run groceries.) And now, I’m back to doing it ON MY OWN. Yes, I enjoy the power of controlling where my time will be shared and where it will go from here and there, most of all, I enjoy the ability to make the choices that I feel are best suited for me without the influence of a motherly or fatherly figure over my back.
Like running myself to the doctors this afternoon. Smart move, Go me! I get a shot in the hip, after being told it’s not needed but highly recommended, so BAM, there goes a shot. Then I’m given one too many pills…(Uh…I have bronchitis and something’s wrong with my lungs BIG TIME.) so there goes that. I did this on my own! Hooray!
I’ve been running these errands alone too. Last year, I would have wanted…and asked/begged/pleaded for someone to tag along just so I won’t be alone, but I think the resounding sound of emptiness and silence is okay. I don’t mind retreating to the comfort of my room to read too much anymore.
If someone’s willing to come along and bother to waste their time doing whatever I’m doing, go right ahead. I invite you, but know that I’m okay, finally.
This is where weeding out begins, along with tons of sifting and just being picky choosy in the things I want to discuss. Regardless, there are still few people I will always always trust unconditionally, and others won’t hear too much from me. Or at least, this is what I’m hoping.
Anyways, summer has come to a very quick ending, for us Comets…ghey. Er, I will definitely be going out to Arlington tonight (what?) and I don’t know where I’ll end up or if I’ll be back in my apartment. Just trust that I’ll be safe/know how to handle myself/can take care of myself.
RANDOM NOTE: If you listen to Justin Bieber slowed down by 800% it sounds ridiculously beautiful, like a choir humming notes in unison, it's ridiculous and beautiful. It's also 30 minutes long but TOTALLY worth the listen. Just thought you'd like to know.
Thank you, APO brothers for showing this beautiful ambiance to me in midst of getting all these executive things put together!
random thoughts while I have internet at my disposal.
1. Danny; hanging out with him, this was probably the first time I’ve been around him sober. IT’S AMAZING. 2. Book of Eli looks incredibly epic. Watching it with my APO-bros :] 3. Prince of Peace; the church is so beautiful. the service was beautiful. I want to go save poor children forever. (There will always be someone poorer, and there will always be someone richer.) 4. Post apocalyptic world. I will survive. This movie and a couple of hours on Fallout has taught me well. 5. Someone I know really well is on campus right now. I sent a text offering help, but no response. You can only try for so long. Sad. 6. I fail at being Secretary. But according to Caleb, I’ll be the best one yet. (corny corn.)
Blackie yells “HOW THE HELL ARE WE GOING TO GET OUT OF HERE.”
I went into straight panic/uncontrollable laughter for a moment thinking that we were stuck in Neiman Marcus and we had to ask one of the bitchy workers to reopen a door for us. Luckily a very well dressed man in a very vibrant bow tie pointed Hannah the way out and we followed suit.
We sang to a very bored employee at Brookstone, who told us that he was a producer of sorts. We traded talents, only I hid behind a shelf when I sang and Hannah stared into space basically. He sang I need a girl and asked for our numbers, I asked if it was a clever plot to get our numbers just for the heck of it. He says he was being legit. So instead we traded facebooks.
We’ll see where that goes. My retainers look like strawberries! And after a week of recklessness, my teeth hurt, and this pain is annoying. That’s okay, I’ll keep them in regardless of how ridiculous I look. Domainia, always growing it seems like. Caitlin is leaving for Honduras? No…Yes. Sad :[ but I’m happy for her!
Melanie met me for coffee early this morning, and it was absolutely lovely to talk with her. Annie came back into town this late afternoon and I’m hoping to see her help me throw shit in my car. I’m such a last minute packer. It’s terrible.
Also, Jennifer, I must see her. I’ll be crying tears of ridiculousness.
Someone I know has a golden ticket, I am so happy! but he said to keep on the hush hush ya’ll. GOD HE SHOULD WOW THE JUDGES. I can’t sleep. Flan kept me up, for a little bit, and some alarm clock wouldn’t shut up. Drew tried to argue with me over something stupid, and Neely backed him up, and I got pseudo angry and told Neely I hated him and hung up.
We sent Liou videos of random doings, I kept singing to him. Jarell is back in town! Liou is still absent. Giany recently left and Kamna is leaving tomorrow also. My dog is terminally ill right now (Lucky [not waffle]) and I’m thinking what happens if my parents leave to take my stuff northwards and come back to a dead dog? My dad got super depressed hearing that Lucky was just…shutting down?
I sat and held his paw for a bit and then let him sleep…or what I hope is sleeping. He’s breathing. I promise, I keep checking periodically to make sure.
He’s ridiculously old…like 13…14? I got him when I was 6 and he was already a year by the time we got him. Weird.
This no sleep/2 hours of sleep thing should be happening IN college…not now, but whatever, I’m rambling now and I guess I’ll continue with it.
I wonder why his curiosity decided to strike at that moment. Why ask for more when you said everything was all said and done. I dance upon those thoughts, and it’s weird because I had made it clear what I had not wanted.
I just want my DVD back, please. I heard you got abandoned in a sense? I’m not reacting in any specific way to this news, I wasn’t all that surprised either. You build up your plans and they fall. It happens, terrible though.
Okay, I’m going to pack the rest of this, leave unnecessary stuff and try to sleep. Yeah, I need it.