October 2010
homebound
You watched me curl up in a ball, stare blankly into space, and just dig my face into a pillow. Took me for starbucks, vanilla steamers, grocery runs and 10 games of street fighter.
By the time I thought my tears were exhausted, I talked to another friend and heard her agony and repeated the process. You sat patiently listening, holding, back scratching and everything.
“Thank you(s)”...
change change change change
changes. changing. change.
I found another interest. Sorry Mom, Sorry God.
Luckily, mother agrees with me and all I have to do now is present the idea to my father. That will be the deal breaker.
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להיות ללא תנועה: This has been one of the warmest... →
scarrbutt:
This has been one of the warmest Octobers that I can remember and I have absolutely enjoyed the hell out of it, but I think I’m ready for Fall.
I’m ready for the chilly and rainy days which make you want to stay inside, drink coffee, and study.
At least today it is finally going to rain,…
I want to do the same thing
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lights will guide you home, and ignite your bones,...
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Hit the Switch:: I Refuse To Wear Purple →
freefalling-cs:
hisnewcreationjourney:
mirrors-n-fevers:
I Refuse To Wear Purple
Today, October 20th, 2010, everyone is urged to wear purple in remembrance of the recent suicides in the LGBT community. I will not be wearing purple.
Here’s the thing: Admittedly, I’m saddened by the recent suicides in the LGBT community. I find it tragic, and my heart breaks for the kids and all their loved...
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All We Are- Matt Nathanson
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ADDED NOTES
somekidnamedtim replied to your quote: For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the…
this same verse is in a song from a band my friends were in. listen to “The Eternal Ocean.” it’s 8 minutes long, but worth your while. www.mysp…
I thoroughly enjoyed that song, THANKS TIM! :]
I also went to Focus last night because I promised Cullen that I’d go this week. This weeks is also...
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“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to...”
– Jeremiah 29:11-14
Comforting.
Even then, I know He has plans for me, but they’ll never be achieved unless I work for them. (I’ve been reading this verse over and over and I’m ridiculously at peace right now.)
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Faithfully - Glee Cast (Journey Cover)
everything...
Home vs. Here
4:20 AM, I have left my apartment, drove to pick up other members, and ended up only being responsible for Cullen’s arrival to the race.
4:45 AM, we arrive at the race center, it’s kinda cold and I’m very pink. We get volunteer t-shirts and information, people show up late and don’t get a shirt, I donate mine instead.
5:15 AM, Cullen and I are sent to work around the expo...
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Sky-Coaster: State Fair trial 1
(as we're being pulled up)
Me: OH MY GOD, CULLEN, HOLY SHIT.
Cullen: Look we're going up!
Me: OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD.
Cullen: This is a lot higher than I expected.
Me: SHUT UP.
Cullen: LOOK I CAN SEE MY HOUSE FROM HERE.
Me: CULLEN STOP THAT. SHUT UP
Cullen: Oh look, the dude's waving at me, okay sweetie I'm pulling the rip chord.
Me: OH MY GOD. *while clenching onto his arm for dear life as we're about to do a free fall*
Cullen: Alright...1...2...3.. WEEE
Me: HOLY SHIT OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDD
Guy Videotaping us: Why don't you let go of him?
Me: WHY?!?! *as we swing back and forth like a pendulum*
Cullen: Sweetie let go!
Me: NO!
Cullen: YOUR HAIR HURTS
Me: I DON'T CARE.
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I SWEAR IF I DON'T SEE THEM "A's" POPPIN UP IN MY...
I’m here for a reason. I’m here for a reason. I’m here for a reason. I’m here for a reason. I’m here for a reason. I’m here for a reason. I’m here for a reason. I’m here for a reason. I’m here for a reason. I’m here for a reason. I’m here for a reason. I’m here for a reason. I’m here for a reason. I’m here for a...
“NOOOOOOO I came ready to kill you too!”
– I killed Derek tonight :]
irrational anger
I hate it when people push and push and push something at me. I don’t want it. Stop. I don’t want to talk about it. Stop. I don’t want to think about it. Stop.
It also irritates me when people test my patience for a subject or irk me until I do get mad.
I tell this as a general warning, when I am mad, I am irrational. Thus, when I am irrational , things happen and cute precious...
“When my husband died, because he was so famous & known for not being a...”
– (Ann Druyan, talking about her husband, Carl Sagan)
source
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I Am Strong (featuring Priscilla Ahn) - Tiesto
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What was that you said? I have the worst luck?
You were too right.
