September 2008
it
just sucks. it sucks hardcore.
I hate attachments, committment, PEOPLE.
Jesus Christ. I hate falling out of cars while they’re moving, and I hate being jealous, being envious, being whatever the hell I am. I hate trusting, I hate eating, I hate being forced to eat through sheer force.
I love:
ding dong ditching, and ducks, and cars and driving too too fast
and getting tickets in every...
August 2008
81. Remember, the girl you're with is somebody's...
(via rulesformyunbornson)
fuck
life.
to my speed dial
To number 7 on my speed dial.
Since day one (er, of when you got your phone) I haven’t changed your speed dial since. And why 7? Not cause you’re insignificant, not cause you’re just a friend, not because you were just the sucky one to put down there; but merely ‘cause 7 is just a good number. Haha, honestly! It’s God’s number, and maybe that has a significant...
Thankful
for everything to straighten out today, and to fall back into place…well close to place.
We’ll work on it, I promise.
I really wish
That i wasn’t trying so hard to over achieve. With that, my schedule conflicted, with all the fucking AP classes i just HAD to take. Along with my pre-requisite for choir to even STAY in show choir.
Oh how a bad start can just ruin me easily. I just pray the counselors will DO something about it, or so help me God, I might explode. ‘09
anxiety
i’ll be awake in 7 hours.
that is, if i sleep now. my anxiety caused me to reorganize my closet, from white to black with ROYGBIV inbetween, I don’t know whats wrong with me. Oh wait, I do this every year before school starts. Lemme savor this moment though, the last summer day of my high school years. Amen.
We're
getting old, really fast. Can we help it? iono. And graduation is literally around the corner or so from where I’m at…Wonderful…
I’m feeling both anxious and excited, lonely and sadden. I hate that feeling you get after weddings.
Indians
Steven and Tony came over to play! we played indians. We made a buffalo out of cardboard. We hunted, “killed”, ran around yelling stupid battle cries. Today was nice. And, we are born innocent.
I’m chasing a dream, I just know I’m chasing something now. I want it more than anything, and I need you to stand there more than anything. But there’s beauty in the...
rain
You are necessary. Without you, the dust on our barren land destroys my sinuses. I am GRATEFUL FOR YOUR PRESENCE TODAY.
I had an appointment today. I have Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. So bottom line is, impossible for me to have children…well I kinda cried at this thought. I honestly don’t know how to react, however if it isn’t POS which is the medical abbrev. for it, IT COULD BE...
like the dance?
tina: underground soft rock
tina: with a hint of folk
Calv: folk?
Calv: that sounds soo
Calv: polka
I’m in love love love. :] I’m feeling...
“The victims were very scared, they were almost in a state of shock,”...”
– Houston Bus Crashes
on their way to missouri, knowing that these parishes, which are in tuned with the vietnamese parish here I’m scared.
Dear Josh, Please tell me you’re not on that bus, or that you’re okay.
let’s pray for the deceased, they’re in God’s...
varying diseases
1. Mono 2. Flu 3. The woman’s cycle, NOT cycling. 4. Meningitis
This comes at ease though, Thank God for April and her forceful statements on getting me to get checked up on. I think Death is near. Not really. ANYWAYS
Breaking Dawn I want a vampire named Edward. Kthnx.
“Both of them will beautifully complement each other and their relationship will...”
– (Via Horoscopes)
So basically, I looked up my horoscope and paired it up to Michael’s. I’m glad him and I will get along GREAT. We’ll have those asian babies poppin’ out in no time. HAHA kidding, adore him though. This quote made me shiver along with the other weird junk...
sometimes
I wish you weren’t so dense, idiotic, dumb, narcotic, deathly.
but really….
I really wish you weren’t in the hospital.
cheerios
troi oii tina: lowers cholesterol in 4 WEEKS!
TmoneyRocket: haha and its delicious
troi oii tina: OMG THANK YOU
troi oii tina: everyone else thinks its gross
TmoneyRocket: its soo good
TmoneyRocket: no dried up shitty fruit
oh mah gawd, thank you!
Apologies, apologies.
1. I’m not sorry for this and that, for cussing, bitching, and moaning.
I am sorry however that you guys have family problems, and that you chose to be little babies about life. Grow up.
I’m not feeling GREAT. But i’m not horrible either. Today was a let down.
