December 2008
Goodbye, oh-eight
hello, Oh Nine.
speaking of which, I liked what Slyvii did with her year end review, so without hope that anyone ever stumbles upon this and reads I’mma post a few reflections, observations, etc of the year.
January Let us see here, I came out of a bad break up, a terrible break up. The month was literally a blur to me. All I do remember was having Crystal wake up with me for a week...
you can
tell me you care. Go ahead. It’s okay. You can blame me. I know I’m the cause of your failing marriage.
forgive me
poladroid
for windows yay!!!!
I’m so glad so happy so alksjflkasjf!
facts
1. I’m terrified. 2. I want some sliver of hope to shine on through 3. I failed. At this, that and everything. 4. I’m concerned with myself right now. Selfish yes. Do I care? FUCK NO. 5. If mother bugs me one more time I’ll lose it I swear to God. 6. I kinda want to jump off a cliff for this. 7. DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB.
Note to self: panic attacks suck. Medication does so...
The wrong usage.
I am going to Hell. Not really, but lets get into a spiel, a complaint, rant almost. Religion, Faith…whatever you may call it. There’s something about people now a days. 1st off, because I have lied, because I have disliked others strongly IT DOES NOT IN ANY WAY MAKE ME A BLASPHEMOUS, DIRTY, TRECHEROUS SCHEMING MURDERESS.
However some would like to debate that I am going directly to...
all my bells are ringing - Lenka
I want the snowfall kind of love, the kind that...
Discoveries
I’m confused, should I be upset FOR you or should I be concerned with the fact that you have less then a year in college and yet you still haven’t shown a sign of maturity. Terribly difficult situation, honest.
my body’s lacking the workout it needs, and LOOK the weather with it being 32 degrees F I think it’s the PERFECT time to go run, hyperventilate, and die :]
...
I
Can’t wait till you get back :]
You’re my Honeybunch, Sugarplum Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You’re my Sweetie Pie You’re my Cuppycake, Gumdrop Snoogums-Boogums, You’re the Apple of my Eye And I love you so and I want you to know That I’ll always be right here And I love to sing sweet songs to you Because you are so dear
today
I professed the undenying truth that my boyfriend, Steven, is in fact a fruit. MY fruit. The only fruit I would take (aka. the goofy ones that smell bad :]) But in reality he doesn’t smell bad, and in reality he truly is goofy. Today I missed him a lot more. Today I know what’s going to happen when I see his goofy face (punch him, duh.) Today I was told some really funny news. Today:
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But oh my God, When you’re in love
...
you can't
define “home.” You have to create that meaning.
when can you? I don’t know.
“Love is giving someone the power to destroy you, and trusting them not to.”
My beloved, oh my sweet all your gifts, you have...
oh non!
Il avait un coeur noir. Elle est compassionment. Il n’aime pas les animaux pauvre. Elle s’occupe les animaux. Il a vu la femme. Elle n’aime pas le garcon. Il avait aider les animaux. Elle a vu le coeur de garcon est un coeur d’or. Elle aime beaucoup.
Je t’aime elle dit.
Je t’aime aussi, il a dit.
Puis ils on habite heureusement jamais apres.
FIN.
snow
is a rariety
I hope it sleets or something terrible weather related happens, that would be splendid.
and...
Now this is the story all about how My life got flipped, turned upside down And Id like to take a minute just sit right there Ill tell you how I became the prince of a town called bel-air In west philadelphia born and raised On the playground where I spent most of my days Chilling out, maxing, relaxing all cool And all shooting some b-ball outside of the school When a couple of guys THAT...
past experience
Christmas of ‘05 First Christmas without Grandma. Whole family kept bringing it up. Christmas of ‘06 Uncle passed away. Parents threatened a divorce, we drove home on Christmas day and we didn’t see any family. I didn’t talk or eat for a week. Christmas of ‘07 I was in a relationship until he liked someone more than he’ll ever like me, says he. He would take me...
More than
a fat kid needs exercise,
I need you more than that.
Watchi love serenading to my wubber :]